Grey Matter
Reflections on Growing Up in America
Revised edition · free to read · as Jacob Murphy
Reflections on growing up in America. Published under Murphy. That's my mother's name. That's the point.
Read a taste — the Preface
Growing up Catholic in America is a quick path to becoming an atheist. They tell you to believe in God, in right and wrong, but they don't always tell you what "right" or "wrong" actually means. You just know that if you make the wrong choice, you're facing hell—or jail, which seemed almost as terrifying. As a kid, I learned quickly that the only way forward was to follow the rules, even if no one could tell me why.
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